Look At My Life Lyrics by Gracie Abrams

0:03How long have I got in the hot light 'til the shine rusts?

0:09I've been thinkin' through the hard stuff

0:13Over light drugs like every night

0:15No, you don't need to come over

0:18'Cause I'd crowd please, and I'm tired

0:20Slowly morphed into a poser

0:25Barely know her anymore

0:27Do I look high-functionin' or is my façade crumblin'?

0:33Oh God, don't actually answer me, Caroline

0:39But, oh well, look at my life

0:42Bet you can't tell, but it's kind of a bad time

0:45A new spiral every night

0:48Bawlin' my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine

0:52Yeah, I might just shut up and drive

0:54Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights

0:58My nightmare actualized

1:00Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right

1:04I just got to the party with the big shots and the Barbies

1:09Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed

1:15He's holdin' a pill, he thinks that I should take one

1:19But I'll raise him to the whole bunch

1:22I'm kidding, God, he thinks I'm stupid

1:26What a gut punch, but then we go

1:28Downtown, there's no medicine, I'd spit out if it promises

1:34Slowin' down voices, don't want to hear a sound

1:40But, oh well, look at my life

1:43Bet you can't tell, but it's kind of a bad time

1:46A new spiral every night

1:49Bawlin' my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine

1:52Yeah, I might just shut up and drive

1:55Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights

1:58My nightmare actualized

2:01Got what I, what I

2:04Maybe if I smile enough, I'll get away with givin' up

2:10I'll move across the country just to judge myself

2:14Like, just as much as I do when I'm sittin' here

2:19I miss my friends, I disappeared and haven't seen 'em in a year

2:25Oh God, what am I doin' here?

2:29But, oh well, look at my life (look at my life)

2:31Bet you can't tell, but it's kind of a bad time

2:35A new spiral every night (every night, I)

2:37Bawlin' my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine (fine)

2:41Yeah, I might just shut up and drive

2:43Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights

2:47My nightmare actualized (actualized)

2:49Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right (right)

2:53Ooh-ooh-ooh (right)

2:56I got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right (right)

2:59Ooh-ooh-ooh (right)

3:02Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right

3:05♪